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God Works

I have had the privilege of seeing God work in my life today. I get this joy out of seeing how things and events are connected to each other, and what causes something else. Today had one such example of this common phenomenon.

I woke up this morning at 8 o’clock. Well, maybe that’s a lie, it was a few minutes after. I don’t normally lay in bed very long, because I have to get up to turn off my iPod alarm clock (which I, for some reason, set EVERY night before going to bed to play the song “The Way I Am” by Ingrid Michaelson. Just a fun fact. So I always wake up to that song.) So I woke up, took a shower (Fifteen minutes. That’s ALWAYS how long it is. This is how regimented my life is), then I ate a bowl of dry Lucky Charms while praying and reading my Bible (Ephesians 4:29-32).

So just before nine o’clock I started walking over to the Art building. Painting I. What a great class. Great, except I work too fast so I feel like it’s not worth me sitting for two hours to just stare at it and change practically nothing… but we were just painting and minding our business, when all of a sudden (after about an hour of the class) the power went out. The lights turned off and this annoying high-pitched sound commenced. After letting us sit in the dark to wait it out, the professor said we could leave, because the light was different on the shadows and highlights… am I boring you yet?

Yay! Power is out downtown and I’m out of class early! Could life get better?

No.

Just kidding, but I really wanted to say that. But I ran into my friend Jen walking back toward my dorm, and she asked me to come walk with her while she gave blood (the Bloodmobiles were outside the student center for the day). I followed her. Someone mentioned the idea of ME giving blood. I figured that would be a bad idea, because I feel like I don’t weigh nearly enough and I would probably pass out or die or go into a coma and start traveling through time to a mysterious island– wait, I’ve been watching Lost too much. But I was afraid and I really didn’t want to give blood.

Someone mentioned that they were saving three lives by giving blood. I thought about that for a second. I thought to myself (and I am making this up now as I’m writing. This is pretty much my reasoning of it at the time, though), “There are people that need this blood. I have an abundance of it. I am being kind of selfish by NOT giving blood.” Then this verse that I had been convicted by a few months ago popped into my head:

James 4:17 - “Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do and doesn’t do it, sins.”

I knew that to give blood was a GOOD thing. Something in me just didn’t want to do it though. I didn’t want to have a needle stuck into me, I didn’t want to inflict pain on myself just because these people are begging me to donate blood and I’ll win some free t-shirt or pizza or whatever. I had my reservations, but Christ’s power was at work in me. So I grabbed one of the forms and began to fill it out. Before I knew it, I was downing Powerade and being hustled on to one of the buses. I was pretty much shaking the whole time because I was super nervous and it was really cold… mostly the nervous part though, admittedly.

Part One: They pricked me in the finger. That HURT and my finger began to throb as she squeezed the blood out of it. What a great start to my blood-giving experience…

Part Two: This guy took me into this room where I was shaking even more. He interrogated me. The room was about the size of a bathroom stall. Actually, it was much smaller. No worries.

Part Three: I come out of the room and sit on one of those leany-back-cushioned-hospital-bed-like chairs. The nice little lady strapped my arm onto the armrest and started wiping my arm with some numbing stuff. A little cold. I was drinking Powerade this whole time, too. OUCH! I kept my eyes away from my arm and whatever that thing was that just dove into the veins on my upper forearm. It felt like a pinch, but gradually I got used to it. She told me to pump my fist. I wasn’t looking, but I am pretty sure that’s when the blood started going through the tube into the little plastic bag.

Part Four: After about ten minutes, the lady said I was done and cut off a bunch of tubes and pulled everything out of my skin. She quickly wrapped a fluorescent green bandage around my arm. Check it. I felt fine. Actually I’d never felt better. A guy took my picture for their slideshow.

I just saved someone’s life.

So now I was thinking about how I gave my blood to save people. What a perfect analogy of what Christ did for me. He totally didn’t have to shed his blood. He could have left me in that state of sin and misery and wretchedness, chasing after my own desires. But he loved me enough to shed his blood. All of it. Not just a plastic bag full of it. And to think that I wasn’t willing to give something that would not even really cost me anything except a LITTLE bit of pain and a LITTLE bit of my time, when the Son of God paid EVERYTHING to rescue all of humanity. That is the ultimate sacrifice and the ultimate display of servitude.

What Would Jesus Do?

Well, he would give ALL of his blood. When that little lady went to take out the tube, he would say, “No, keep going. Keep pumping. Take it all.” I am ashamed that I was even hesitant to give that little amount. But through this, God showed me what sacrifice is. It means we give up what makes us feel comfortable or secure, and completely just turn our life over to Jesus and to his will and purpose. I am all too often stuck in a rut of just going about with life.

So THANK GOD FOR POWER OUTAGES! If the power hadn’t gone out, I wouldn’t even have considered giving blood, and I would just have gone about my average busy Thursday. So that is just a little update on what God has done in my life lately. I am so grateful for Jesus’ love for me, that he would be that ultimate blood donor for me.

So now get out there and do something to serve Him. Go give blood. Think about someone other than yourself, and what you can do to serve them and be a blessing in their life. That is what being a Christian is. To serve people out of love for Jesus and his kingdom–That is what it truly means to follow Christ.

God works.

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Happy New Year!

So it is a brand new year and I can’t wait to get back to school. I miss everyone a whole lot and I have been working like a madman to earn a little cash, so I am totally ready to NOT do this anymore (until Summer…).

For New Year’s Eve I got to drive a couple hours North to go visit a friend and that was a lot of fun. Then I drove back. I actually really enjoy driving by myself (with my iPod hooked up) so I can sing out at the top of my lungs and not care what anyone thinks. You know everyone does it.

I am looking forward to helping out with Welcome Weekend (as part of ILT) and I saw via MyPBA that they are doing a Sunday night worship service on the 11th. That got me excited, because I remember the amazing foot-washing worship service we had during Welcome Week and how that really shaped and impacted my first semester at PBA. I just hope that we can have a similar impact on the incoming students that are starting this semester.

Peace out.

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Christmastime

So it’s the holiday. I have a little bit before I have to go to work (at the local pharmacy) so I figured I haven’t blogged in a while and it would be a good idea now.

This Christmas is different from a lot of other ones. I really don’t [...] Continue Reading…

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The End of All Things…

Okay, so maybe I’m being a bit dramatic, it’s just the end of the semester. Of course, there’s always the possibility of it being the end of the world, but I have no idea when that’s going to happen…

Anyway, this is the end of my first semester here. It [...] Continue Reading…

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It’s been a while…

It’s been a while since I’ve last written…I will blame it on Finals and Singing Christmas Tree rehearsals and shows. We are about to start our second week of the Singing Christmas Tree and our two day break today and yesterday was very much needed.

I have [...] Continue Reading…

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Turkey Day!

Hey everyone! It’s almost Thanksgiving and I, for one, love the holiday. A lot of people tend to overlook it, or just see it as a time to eat too much, or a sign that Christmas is on the way, or….the point is, we don’t put much stock in [...] Continue Reading…

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November

I realize I have been really bad at updating this thing lately, life just keeps picking up speed! I was looking at an old text today that I hadn’t deleted from my phone yet..I thought I received the message maybe a week and 1/2 ago, until I looked at [...] Continue Reading…

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Just one of those days…

Today was one of those days where I just couldn’t keep my mind on one thing. My head was racing with thoughts…lots of thoughts. I kept thinking about anything and everything. It was difficult for me to concentrate during dance and during class. I just kept [...] Continue Reading…

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The True Lover in persuasion

I’m reading a packet about Christian Persuasion called “The Art of Christian Persuasion; The Mind Changers” by EM Griffin for my Persuasion class.  There is a chapter in there on ethics in Christian persuasion and I found it very interesting. It says that the ethical Christian Persuader “lovingly pleads [...] Continue Reading…

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Stop and enjoy the ordinary

          Lately I’ve been noticing a lot in nature.  I’ve been noticing the stars, the moon, the clouds, trees, etc.  I have been taking a lot of time to look at the stars. I go out at night with my friend Robbie and just look at the stars.  We’ve [...] Continue Reading…

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Weekend with the family

This weekend I went home (to Wellington) because my relatives from Colorado were in town. It was great to see my two little cousins, Hayden and Connor. They are so much fun to just watch run around and fight with toy lightsabers (the laser swords from Star Wars if [...] Continue Reading…

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It’s November!!!!

Well, I guess I haven’t written anything in a week or so, but it’s been pretty busy I guess. I had an amazing Halloween weekend. I went Trick-or-Treating for the first time in my life. I really enjoyed it because we went in a huge group of maybe 20 [...] Continue Reading…

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Halloween. Election Time. South Pacific.

   As you can tell from the header, there’s a lot going on around this time! Halloween was Friday and I hafta say, it was really fun! I went to A.L.I.C.E. first-they did an AWESOME job! Then I went with some friends to Spook ‘N’ Skate that PBA was [...] Continue Reading…

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What a Beautiful Mess…

Life seems to just keep flying by.  Dance, School, Work, Church, Friends…repeat.  I am dancing 7 days a week now…it keeps me very busy.  When I try to explain to people what my life is like, they look at me in shock (I guess it’s shock that I’m still [...] Continue Reading…

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Fall Break

Hey everyone! Fall break was this past weekend and it was reeeaaally nice! I didn’t want to go home for such a short time, b/c I knew the minute I flew to VA I’d have to fly back. Sooo, my mom and cousin came down here! My dad couldn’t [...] Continue Reading…

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A short week…

Let’s see, where to begin…

It’s been just a mediocre week. I have been getting up really late, which is not a good thing.

I worked on Monday night (which had some fun distractions of its own). I went to Night of Worship after that, over by the “whale tongues” fountain [...] Continue Reading…

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Creativity…

“What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters, compared to what lies within us.” Ralph Waldo Emerson
I feel this quote really speaks to me. As I am getting ready to graduate next semester and trying to figure out what the next step is for [...] Continue Reading…

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My thoughts on homosexuality for the day…

We had this discussion in FYE this morning about whether or not someone could be a homosexual (someone who engages in any sexual activity with a person of the same sex) and be a Christian at the same time. I would have to argue that it is not possible [...] Continue Reading…

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A.L.I.C.E., Soulforce, Rainy Days, and so much more!

Well, this has been a great weekend/week so far. Let’s break it down:

Friday: After classes, I waited in eager anticipation for A.L.I.C.E. My older sister Rebecca, who used to go to PBA, raved about it, as did one of the founders of the Improv Experience, Johanna Loughran, who used [...] Continue Reading…

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